permeate the bedroom still, woman tosses, turns and exclaims mumbles, groans, all twisted into a single minutes-long rumbling
torn I am, let it pass, or stroke the hair, caress the shoulder, or risk awakening her to continue her alert discontent, or salve her, thereby saving her from herself, for me, us
do you know forever? do you know perpetuity! this diurnal/nocturnal border line battling dilemma, comes early morn, ever faithfully*
and I dreading her dreaming:
court the new day’s chance-ry,^ plead my case, make new laws to protect the infants, lunatics and the restless
and those would be their Knight Errant Protectors!
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^ The Court of Chancery was a court of equity in England and Wales that followed a set of loose rules to avoid a slow pace of change and possible harshness (or "inequity") of the common law. The Chancery had jurisdiction over all matters of equity, including trusts, land law, the estates of lunatics and the guardianship of infants.
A knight-errant is a figure of medieval chivalric romance literature. The adjective errant (meaning "wandering, roving") indicates how the knight-errant would wander the land in search of adventures to prove his chivalric virtues, either in knightly duels (pas d'armes) or in some other pursuit of courtly love.