My soul is now shaded More aquamarine To have lived by the sea Caught adrift in a dream But I merely mean Too good For truth to compare To be barely Still clinging to life But aware There is no sweet release, Sugar-coated deceased That prepares us for Gone Is just resting in peace That allays Waking days Of its cognizance craze Liberates us, Or saves us, Or aids our escape Better than The departure Revolves around me To the part where Iām suffering Simply to be