When I say something sweet hoping it will touch her guarded heart
I panic when I hear no response
When all I see is her empty blank stare
I hold my breath
I almost wish I could take it back
I think was it too much?
That's the problem with my wandering thoughts
I sit and ponder
I dwell
It's not that I am insecure but I am afraid of loosing her
A four year crush
My one true love
The idea of us seemed so much safer