I find myself bowing underneath great weight Dripping anxious regret Sipping old memories sweeter than sugar Useless dreams have all gone quiet World colder than felt before Through fingers slipping like sand Do not do anything but sleep and eat Speaking words nobody seems to understand My sole escape is through memories of yesterday How I cope with the grief of living without your touch Sympathetic whispers not helping to soothe this agony Head spinning in circles because this torture is too much