Alert on your post, Scanning the crowd For disorder. You spot Me. Devious, you say. My eyes glimmer in agreement. Something about Connections, We both feel it. Curious, you say. And I bite my lip My inner wisdom Screams at me to leave Alarming Awareness, Reminders of playing With fire. My scars. Craving this mutual exchange of energies That we get to share On occasion. And So, Smelling like the tropics, You press your muscle mass Against my softness. Iām Wrapped up in you So Beautifully. The cold frame of the car A stark contrast To the heat rising Between us. Together for a moment. Fleeting. We say Goodbye again, Untangle. Until next month or so. Willing myself to leave, I Sink into the seat With my head still spinning Pulling the belt across my chest Tightly strapping myself in. Practicing self restraint To keep from floating away.