I got grass all over my lil white rug. So I rolled it up like you would a body. Then I set it on fire and took a deep breath. I lifted the eyelids of my house to see if the world had changed. I saw the coyote that killed my friend and not much else. Another Saturday Night. Two flames aloft in the darkness dance to a song I used to love and I need more ice if I'm to ever see through this amber haze. I've been cold for so long you'd think I'd be laughing by now. It's a solidifying existence here. I made us each a plate. One has cyanide, the other morphine. It's a win win.