I just can't stop these tears from flowing down my face and these headaches feel like a hammer pounding in my head. I can't stop the shaking that happens when there is no other emotions besides feeling complete and total stress. I can't erase everything I feel and that's all I want in life right now. I am breaking down. I am falling apart. And you just are not here. You used to be here for me.. you were my rock for so long and I can't trust anyone anymore. I just can't stop these memories from flooding the inside of my head... I just can't stop the tears from flowing down my face. I can't stop this pain.