Once upon a time. Very, very long ago I saw this faint, distant light Without direction, I decided to follow Trudging forward, it growing ever more bright
Years and years I dauntlessly traveled Always directed into it's glow Time broke down and eventually unraveled As I steered myself into this luminescent show
Engulfed in radiant splendor I realized I was finally there A warmth so tender I surrendered to it's care
I lived here forever Maybe even longer Was there a time before? Probably never. It's embrace grows stronger
All at once or maybe little by little I can't say, eternities were like hours But what once was a torrent became a trickle A chill encroached upon the light's unfathomable powers
I was only a visitor here, welcome to stay To recover my strength and heal my weariness But the moment has come, that dreaded day To venture forth from the light into dreariness
To steel me for my quest was the light's intent Alone to soldier forward into endless black Waves of unreadiness wash over me, by myself I went To never see the light again, no turning back
This is where I am now or have I always been? Cold, alone, afraid with nothing to see Am I awake or asleep? Sometimes I think I dream Of an idea of a time before the void's uncertainty
It's hard to comprehend and harder each time To think of anything existing besides the nothing and me. I am slipping, terminally. Soon there will only be nothing. No more me or dream of mine.
I am nothing and I have always been. Infinite emptiness, eternally.
This is a piece I wrote that I later followed with a companion piece (and re-titled the original to reflect the complementary changes) it can be found here: