If the fabric of my semi pleasant semi- Bland reality were suddenly to be ripped Open who would be there beckoning me A demon or a friend most likely a jester and Would I go with him? I do not know but if Not would I regret it to my dying day? For This I am certain he will not come back to Invite me again and dear heart already I am Torn that I a child must part my with love of Folly. Go knowing the folly of God is better Than the wisdom of men and I am growing old What is the advantage of staying here if you are Still young and fair and foolish elsewhere?
I had just begun reading the preface of William Makepeace Thackeray's "Vanity Fair" when it came upon me to write this poem. I now shall read further and see if he also felt perplexed and whether he chose to accept the jester invitation.