The first time my existentialism shifted to a metamorphosis far greater, far greater than any constellation could foresee, I began to pray. pray for someone to feel the lawful, evergreen, world around us. But I was left with a deafening cry from an endless river, meant to be brushed off as weakness. The empire was destined for ruin despite our efforts to save it. The silence withheld all instinct and we fell. Fell where no one could hear me.