i want to peel the skin from my limbs strip by strip with broken glass making jagged incisions then watch the blood drip down my body dark red is pretty.
i want to scratch my eyes out i've seen too much now they'd look better splattered on the floor just like *****, blotched decor
i want to pluck my nails out from the beds of my fingers and toes and with a torch burn it all, melt the cartilage off my ears and nose its too much extra baggage for when i jump off the ledge i like to mutilate myself iām a ******* as well
i love slicing deep into my skin or puncturing myself, with a needle or pin. seeing my blood escape captivity makes me feel more alive than if it was still inside me even more so when i carve out an artery it falls so gracefully down to my feet
i want to display my own bones in my home and replace them in my body with metal poles i think feeling pain is better than feeling nothing and seeing a sharp razor to grate my skin is always enticing i love how it stings.
blood is the liquid of life yet symbolizes death i corrupted my soul, now an expired body is left i want to reach inside my chest and grab my heart and squeeze so hard it oozes like jello through my fingers and stops beating forever.