I’m in your empty apartment My heart two sizes too big For this security deposit Landlord said no smoking You’re burning me up inside You asked me why I came Darling this is just where the wind blew me I’ll be here until it picks up again For now the sound of the water Against the shore Lulls me into a sinless sleep Lately I’ve been dreaming In black and gray again It reminds me of you When there was no color To see in the world around me It doesn’t matter where you go Only why you’re leaving There is only people, places This thing we measure called time I won’t find myself Until I lose you We’ve never played fair I craved you Like a mother’s love You are a cigarette Sweet on the tongue Burning quickly To a bitter end I wondered for years Why the birds flew south Now I know why They come back To the north every spring When she is ready Waiting Warming Home