A scalpel or incision will leave me with an evil vision Torn from religion, anthropomorphic beast of nihilism Kissing the devil's daughter My raps are food for fodder and sauder To grow the model of society run by hate and broken bottles I don't coddle your misconceptions Your life has no direction Except a knife splitting your intestines Internal infections lead me to beckon My hate is not strong enough I'll cut you in sections, leave you in pieces My hatred denies Jesus At the end of the day, your conception of reality should be aborted like a fetus Death meets you with open eyes Defeat you, beat you, and watch you cry Contemplating suicide The hatred of mind is something not easy to find
My troubled yet wonderful and deep lover of a best friend wrote this tonight. He's amazing, I love him. His poetry has the potential to move people. My heart breaks when I think of his self loathing.