Being called the boss for getting it done. Trying to be well rounded and social with peers. Speaking up for what is needed to get the job done. Asking and working for it has been the mindset. Training to be someone new, be someone much more than before.
Playing with the guitar feeling the vibes setting the tone. Trying to match how you feel what you think. Trying the moment to share your story, asking "who you are," "what have you been through." Does it matter will it help someone make a difference.
Feelings used to fill this page. Years of knowledge that comes with age trying to connect use to being excluded and a reject. Telling it everything to your notebook another voice deeper tone. Always doing some kind of writing for others that's well thought out composed.