I lost my best friend today, more like my child than merely a friend.
My 24/7 companion for 9 all too short years.
He could read me, my moods my health, even my intentions. We were both fully habituated to one another that way.
Laugh, oh my how every day he could make me laugh. A born and breed clown that never lost his puppy inclinations, his love and joy for life always on display, even on the last day of his earthly existence.
In the end though his eyes reflected his pain, still his love for me remained, with no words ever required.
Weeping does no good, the loss and anguish must be endured. Tucker my Boxer dog with a wonderful soul, will be remembered evermore.
His beloved chew and fetch toys litter the floors, along with his now forever empty bed. What shall I do with all these bittersweet artifacts of his life? That now have become sad daily reminders of his demise.
I will have to think about that for à while.
A newly discovered tumor and severe joint arthritis came on all at once and in a week he was gone, organs shut down. One week from his 9th birthday. Losing him reminds me I still know how to cry and not ashamed to admit it.