My family is pretty tragic, and I don't fare well in any still Just chasing a piece of magic for that taste of thrill The amount of times I've done wrong, plays lyrics in my head like a boring song
We grew impressed by curves saved in secret vaults of our phoneβit's a wonder how I can talk to girls But it doesn't mean I was good at it before A war inside of my eyes, I've been through a couple tours With no resort to recreation, I'll resort to being bored Life can feel a bourd, jesting kisses getting me hard like a board
Packing the load of weighing burdens in the haul of dreams searching for a purpose Penniless thoughts we grew up snatching from life's purses And the only fear a teen had, was dying a ******
You could blame us being thirsty always wanting to drown ourselves in success Dancing swiftness in the crowd, but secretly depressed I tell you my life before was such a mess But you could never tease me enough to have that be the only thing I confess
Thankfully the brokenness of my heart could be conditioned to bring forth a new piece of a work of art After every scar, the C of every cut becomes the T of time for all my scars to become stars