A voice levy—to impose a fee on speaking freely. My breath is so heavy, as my bones take on another burden. Searching in the confines of a world not letting me be.
A Christian that has been castrated; as you'd assume I never had the testies to speak my father's truths. The world has test me plenty times as a youth, before my ***** even dropped. This part may penetrate some sensitive hearts, so let me stop.
Perhaps you'd call me being too religious. My religion isn't based on a bound by monastic vows. Tis of relationship I have with my God. Filled with His holy spirit, after being saved by His son's loving grace. But alas you'd still call me being too religious either way.
But that's okay—I'll turn the other cheek. Do it as many times as like in rinse and repeat. I can follow those lessons of the Bible, but please don't hit me with, "well aren't you a Christian," when I'm at my lowest. I'm a Christian, but human too. I'm also going through it too. Do I still seem being too religious to you?
Perhaps I'm being too religious to speak any real truth. You'd call me selfish, if I said I don't speak truth for me or you. I speak truth for my creator, but saying that would create tension. When I speak of repentance to a sinner, a part of me expects aggression. But I see that you're empty, and hope to lead you into being filled by the Lord. But I'd seem to full of myself, and a fool to try and save a sinner. At fault for being a Christian, as you'd love to say, being too religious.