I'd like to hang out every now and then. have a few drinks make some new friends. I feel so withdrawn am I making this too hard, is it just in my mind, where should I start .
But I'm rough and I'm tough and I keep my guards up, its hard to please myself a me, much less a us. What if I let you in and you become my friend, just to find out I got to start all over again.
Maybe I really should get out more, there's lots to do and explore, new people to meet, new adventures to enjoy. If I could get outside my head, a world with no pressures, I would be like everyone else, am I the only one that measures!