I do not know why you had to leave Heartbroken and hopeless inside There is an empty abyss in the depths of my body Where once was love you supplied Like vacuum swallowing happiness Snugly settled in my gut Tried to sew the hole closed It refuses to stay shut Invisible swords cut stitches Watch as they unravel As if that isn't enough damage Slices into my tissue as well Knew day would eventully come This the epitome of my fears Unaware it would arrive so soon Easy ignoring signs throughout years I'm lost without your warm presence Standing frozen stuck in place In front of me are memories Impossible to erase or replace In a small enclosure pace Caged behind eyes Crying how very sorry I am You cannot hear me apologize And thinking about all the warnings spoken You turned out being correct Do regret how I treated you sometimes Cannot take back doubt or disrespect Don't have a clue why i was so cold to you When you had done me no wrong My imperfections seen so clearly now You and I could never seem to get along Every chance I got put the blame on you Time has cleared up my sight Too late now but I'd give anything To have you back for just one more night
I'd sacrifice every tomorrow for one more yesterday