I look into her eyes and do not see my sister staring back. I see a girl that is terrified of life trapped inside a woman. I see what she's fighting I see aches and bruises, uninvited *** and drugs consumed against her beautiful will. I see my idol struggle and turn to me for guidance. I want her to know peace that does not come from a prayer or priest I want her to see the sunshine and breathe the wild air I want her to know therapy that does not come from an office building I want her to feel the fresh water slip between her fingers and wash her soul clear I want to look into her eyes and see my sister.