We have become almost as one, he reads my moods, knows when I am not feeling well and shows his concern.
Even in rest he keeps an eye on me. As a shadow, he follows me. From room to room, on outdoor walks, by my side, content, alert.
When I return home, he is always there standing sentry by the door, greeting me excitedly not unlike a human child on Christmas morn.
He lives his life only to be close to me. Sleeps peacefully all night on his bed, right next to mine. Loyal is inadequate to explain his devotion.
Going on ten years of nearly 24/7 days a week companionship, he understands most of what I say to him, even my subtle hand gestures of beckoning or command bring his eager compliance.
Like me he has grown grey of muzzle and brow, we are limping and aging together now. He still has his moments of Puppy like behavior, brief flashes of his once inexhaustible abundant youth, tempered now just as mine has too.
He loves me with his expressive brown eyes and I see it plain as a sunrise of a new day. His pace and behavior tell me that our time together is growing short. This reality does so pain my heart
If there is a God, does he or she send us dogs to fill the space and companionship of lost human love? I wonder and think perhaps that is so.
A month after this posting, Tucker was gone, a tumor and for a boxer old age. I do so miss him.