The sand beneath my feet That wormed itself Then burried under my chest Where my heart decided the days fate Was always just full of the food caught between the Devil's teeth And the space God reserved for those with a passion of falling.
His lengthy and greesy hand prints Invaded my retinas And I'd be left silently weeping Praying That he does no more harm
If he'd demolished marshmallows Like a child The feeling would be soft Fillowy clouds under foot Your mother's swimming costume The first feathers of a new born owl
But he'd gnawed at the bones of an animal deserving better And I'd feel the sharp glass filled with despair Ripping my stomach and the spaces between my ribs like drops of acid The edges sharp The middles angry
And as time went by And the shadow of him followed me From Hill to Hill Mountain to Mountain River through to the Oceans I realised I knew beyond the bees sting And the bite of the apple That I was an unwilling desciple ....
How the night would steel my throat And bargain with the moon to leave my voice behind, as tiny as the pebbles that the sea spat out with embarrassment
And I would just give in Worn and torn Exhausted from my fingertips, screaming And holding up my hands To any higher power To please take me away Even if for a moons changing To the summers light
Powerless to breathe And the grains of sand Laughing at our stupidity Will bury themselves until the next self sented beings That will carry our shame To their finger tips And melt like the devil Who came to dinner And ate those that deserved better.