When you don't care for the hype Then a cross over occurs the blurred lines Making what you love toxic internal struggle It was already a love hate relationship Trying to understand but this kept changing Making it more complicated no longer making sense Thinking it might get better but keeps getting worse Being set up to fail trying to grasp success Trying to heal in a place that cause the illness The crowds never happy or it's never good enough Burnt out and frustrated from all the criticism Giving your all not getting anything in return All those promises turn out to be lies Agreeing but no intentions of honoring their word Saying one thing but doing another Staying humble while scumbags gloat Doing the work while complainers Debate for a place than work for it