I use to be in the closet I use to go through all these false motions Feel all these fake emotions I would put the straight face on But I would always feel out of place
The closet was where I would pack away all my insecurities. I would put them in boxes for later so I could look back at the dark memories. And whenever I felt threaten I would hide in the closet.
But the walls would sometimes come too closely I would get claustrophobic As it suffocated me slowly.
Running out of oxygen, I would pelt the door with my fists to be let out I would scream, beg and shout to be let out And when I finally mustered the strength to cross the threshold I was shoved back in I was told that I couldn’t love him That I should have never been I love you but I hate your sin. Time and Time again.
I fought as they shut the door and turned the lock I was in the closet but this time the new me wanted to be free The half king, Half queen me wanted some liberty. I tore the hinges from the closet door off I tore down the walls and pounded them into dust And after looking at my beautiful destruction I felt justice
Because the closet is man-made invention To keep us under control. The story no one mentions but they know it by heart So they stay away and not wanting any comprehension. It’s something they use to stifle us so we won’t make a sound. Something that will keep our feelings hidden in the background. So it won’t mess up their “beautifully normal” foreground.
But I say no more
No more should we have to go back to the closet To where we must feel shame To where we must bear chains To where we have many names To where it gets dies, our flame
The closet must be, no more
I re worded it and settled on this Hope y'all enjoy this new one