What must you think of me? Dark Hungry eyes Full of hurt and hope, And All That love, So sudden. I've never met someone like you. I know you see it, And yet somehow I think you believe it, Receive it, Understand. And I don't know what to do, Because Nobody's ever known that And not flinched from me The way you recoil when your hand rests accidentally on a hot stove. In your eyes I saw... Joy. I saw that you wanted What was in Mine. And god, I've been trying to recover from that ever since. It makes no sense to me. No sense. You saw You saw the secret. It spilled out at your feet And I wanted to fall to my knees there And beg you to forgive it. But your eyes never shamed me- They glowed (god I cannot unsee them) With excitement, As if maybe my touch shocked you The way yours shocked me. In that moment You must understand, And every other moment since When your eyes have found mine And burned my disguises to dust within seconds, Every single thing I ever knew about myself Was overturned. That's why I can't get you out of my head. Why I'm scared, Why everything I do now is a little shaky and uncertain in my mind, Because everything Is new. I based my life on the knowledge that I had to hide. Everything I was sure of, everything that had been Proven Time and again to me By never being disproved Dissolved in that moment. You razed it to ash. When you touched me with tenderness, I fell apart. When you kissed me, I lost everything I've been wanting to shed For my entire life.