Always thankful and grateful for everything. Over the same routine stressing to get it done over all the extra. Trying to stay sane become immune to the physical pain. Sleep deprived striving though the long days and slow weeks. Music making things move along. An outcast rebel going strong doing what they said couldn't be done. Taking pride on the work from the bottom to the top. Saw himself there to be denied. Now he's there again wondering how long this will last.