6:04PM The crickets sound from a neighbor's backyard. It reminded me of when I was fourteen. My life only started when I was fourteen. Everything before that: a blur. Everything after that: a whirlwind.
6: 05PM I'm running out of time making a poem for a challenge I thought I could commit. I had doubts. This is not even a poem, this is trash in and of itself.
6:06PM Catching up to time so that I could end this at 6:10PM as if its the most rewarding thing in the world. My eyes shift to the bottom right corner of my laptop: **** its 6:07PM
6:07PM Why the **** am I racing against time. Its ******* 6:08PM now.
6:08PM My aunt and her new maid is outside. The maid is the sister-in-law of a colleague of mine. She's the second time around after the first one ditched because they thought she's pregnant.
6:09PM Okay, I'm pouring out more personal stuff in this website but the **** cares, I just want to write.
6:09PM I thought its already 6:10PM. Ha, jokes on you time.
6:10PM Finally reached the finished line, I don't even know if this is about a separation. But let me tell you about it in a short while. Through a poem, obviously since I can't do any literary form at the moment.
Hands flying on letters she has absolute command of she can't even control the warring emotions circling in her chest.
For once she prayed, for the past of the longing she once felt when she was fourteen unaware of the where's and the what-ifs
For most of her life she always felt grounded yet free but all she ever wanted now is to be
Detached from reality she begs for mercy "Grant my pleas, give me peace from this warring emotions i cannot seem to flee"
Sweet separation bind yourself to me.
This is unplanned and uncalled for, basically a stream of unconsciousness. Guess escapril is doing things for me.