I have been so lonely for so long
Craving an intimacy I cannot find
That when I come across any affection
I fall so deep.
Hopelessly pining for someone
Who considers me a casual encounter
How could you let me hold you like that
If I meant nothing
If we could have nothing
How could you let me ******* like that
kiss you like that
Want you like that
And then be nothing
My love turned to hate
My hate turned to rage
And now I am scared
Of my enduring anger