You used to be my reason,
to get up every morning.
You are gone now, you aren't around,
you left me without a warning.

You are now my reason,
to go asleep every night.
Nightmares and scars,
disappointment when I wake,
your words hurt when we fight.

I go asleep, hoping to never wake up,
You are the reason for that.
I can't smile, I hope this doesn't last a while,
your lies you told me were fat.

~sf/jd