I don't know if it's a deity or the DMT DMing me that it's my enemy and that it sent me this feeling of emptiness in blank fields with no flowers or green grass just concrete towers and broken glass digging into my feet agony during delete dragging me to a steep cliffside leap this gift I reap and drift to sleep until I can't leave the unending sea bending me its entropy entering like a centipede frenetically slinking down my spine like a vulpine down a vine no wine or **** can slow down its speed no way to impede what makes me bleed which makes me seethe seething to believe there's nothing underneath my broken glass feet just an ash heap I'll see lastly before passing.