It's not suicide that's on my mind It's ****** that sits behind my eyes That awaits to appear before my pupils That anticipates the visual through my lenses That contemplates the bare face without a mask Violence is on my mind But is it out of my grasp? As I sigh, it's testing for me to blink My eyes envision the scene Standing over the sink I'm standing there with myself Think... About something else!!! Rabbits Cabbage Sandwich Guns ****! Where did that come from? I don't need help I refuse, because I'm not confused I need to do this Momma always told me that wants are just taunts So I take her words and try to define and categorize my choice Credible: check Eligible: check Inevitable; yes, I have the perfect excuse despite the notion of being rightful Momma didn't counsel that etcetera So I don't even think of the sentencing The authorities aren't as preventing So they don't know what I'm thinking nor do they know what I'm doing Until it's done They might catch me because I will neglect to hide or run
1st degree My 2nd attempt My 3rd resort
In this case is my mind my best resource? If I recourse and explore my feelings I will still have a passion, maybe to do it in a more gruesome fashion
A murderer's mind is like fish's eyes Restless Selfish (how so when the attention is steady on the potential victim? Although, but Is this really being considerate?)
I have plenty of lifeless bodies in my psychological attic One time I got this guy looking spiffy and brought him into the living room where I tried to sit him upright on the sofa It was a pain in the *** for my brain in the past I thought about his family more than of him, overall it effected my comfortability at home So often times I found myself in the basement Heart racing Quick movements and fast pacing Thought I was drawing attention For revenge to trace it So I tightly secured my spaces Kept two firearms adjacent I think about the things that I do Thats dreadful enough for comrades to contact taboo I hope retaliation was only nightmares and don't become déjà vu Because if that's the case then if I can remember the handle was still lodged into my waist As gas operates and bolts rotate from the Izhmash make Majority of the exploded cartridges run stray I run in between Subway and Chase Where I can take cover And aim my muzzle Before my corpse completely turn into rubble I was penetrated too well now to move with bustle Then I suddenly remembered my mother ... I wanted to stay alive ... I couldn't cry because I seen this before Just from the other side But who cares? I just wish those men would look me in my eyes As I would But they rather witness my demise from a distance *******! ... Here I am Criminal minded Blinded From any Uummmm I don't know Natural state or thought But guess what? Guess who I'm studying while i'm placed in front of the mirror? Noooo I said guess ... You'll find out soon enough ... (Shoulder shrug) I guess