I’ve hit rock bottom

Again  

And again

Feels like I’m slamming my ******* head against the bottom.
Over
And over
And over.

Isn’t that the definition of insanity?
To do the same things again and hope for a different result.

But I’m not crazy,
I just don’t have hope.

I don’t know what else to do.

I’ve hit rock bottom and the worst part is I feel like the floor gets a little lower each time,
and the fall feels just a little bit longer

Again and again,
is this all there is?

Again and again,
I find myself at rock bottom with the lights off and tears in my eyes

Maybe I can can climb out
But I’m not sure there’s a reason why

Again and again,
I feel the coldness on my feet
And the tears trickling from my eye