It gets a little exhausting existing
And I want a quick intermission
Ascend and get myself centered
Climb a pastel cloud to find rest
Contemplate how to be human
To be better despite the hurting
To become refreshed in learning
My routines are ruining everything
I want to melt myself to goo
Solidify in a new model mold
Transform my soul into gold
And be confident in taking steps
Exploring all of my many depths
Without stopping to settle
Becoming sediment on a river bed
Only yards away from the sea