that might be how you felt                                
and thats understandable                                
but that isn't how i would explain how i feel
i feel as through
the entire world                                                  
is crushing my skull
slowly                        
while weighing down                  
my back, shoulders                    
as a thick consistency
presses into my lungs
squeezing down my
wind pipe
my limbs are                              
tied to invisible                        
elastic bands                              
that hold me down                  
resistance                                  
maybe the world
isn't "against" me
but it weighs
way too much
in my                      
head            
heart            
body            
everywhere
it weighs me down