Primo Sonno, the traditional First Sleep that was common before the Industrial Revolution, it occurred between nightfall and midnight after which the sleeper arose to interpret dreams, pray, write...
The cherry liquor puts me down around the time the snowfall arrives, when the blackish hem of night is snugged over the last lacy orange light.
I have jamais vu - I see the familiar, & feel nothing, an iron-browed stranger gazing out at the dim flake-fall, the urban hush that sweeps away the scrawl.
At midnight I wake to an insistent horn deep in the street pockets. I dreamt of people with guns following me, gluey-eyed, marching quay to quay.
In the dark, I almost remember her. In the dark, my stomach is filled with acid. Shadows hiss in the bleary mirror, a cold breeze scrapes a little nearer.