When it is hard Then I know I have chosen the right path The universe does not Need to teach me this lesson again I learned I am listening still To jagged words My eyes do not betray me Ghosts of a past life Permiating I am a gentle sinner Do not bring violence among us Leave space between us I am not bitter or angry or burdened Do not threaten my peace I fear the screams in the night Will one day be shuttled From my own throat Worse beyond that I fear they will be silenced I loved the quiet once She is tension now Tension between now and tomorrow