If only I knew the power of the truth but I fed into the lies. I never realized the complexity of false feelings for myself. I acted and reacted based on what I saw and not what I wanted. If only I could've understood it was always me and never you then maybe... just maybe I could've grown with you. It's to late now for what ifs or what might. We grew apart because I never helped myself before you and I hurt each other. I apologize