i really don't want to make you upset it's best if i just left things unsaid but the burden weighs inside my chest they really won't let me lay down and rest God, i must look like an absolute mess it has you saying “hey, you seem stressed” when you frown there is no way i'd confess so i decided this feeling i won't address “nah, i'm fine” though it seems suppressed it's so suffocating but i know it's for the best i really don't want to make you upset