When you broke up with me I would listen to Olivia Rodrigo on repeat. I listened to her lyrics as if they were the Bible because she was the only one who knew what I was feeling. And though I've moved on, hearing her songs still bring me to tears because my heart still remembers the way my voice rose when I begged for you back over and over and over again. My heart still remembers the days I was too afraid to face my friends who wanted you dead or the nights I spent crying because you weren't there to comfort me. And even though you've told yourself to forget those times we tenderly shared, I know my heart will always remember. Because I will always play those same **** songs over and over and over again.
I seriously do this every day. It's driving me crazy.