I find it interesting how pleasing words are when you are down. How beautiful they feel when you are empty. How fullfiling it is, when touch the letters. How safe it is to write it down. How bizarre when you realize you are only honest when nobody is looking. How you lie even to yourself and when it comes to truth you write it where no one will see it.
Are you scared? Scared to tell them because the thoughts are deep, strange, painful. Scared to know they know because it might scare them. How broken you are. So you are here, writing it down, letting it out and then you go back, to your head.