Broken into pieces
                   fallen into ash..
at the same time
                  tears running down my heart...


                  touched the door of success
                  but couldn"t open it....
at the same time
                  something seeming to end
                  before it started...


                 I can pretend to be a phoenix
                 rising from the ashes...
at the same time
                 use my tears to heal myself..


                BUT THIS **** SOUL NEVER
                LET'S ME LIE TO MYSELF