It's hard to find love, when all I see is hating flavoring above,
Media aint no better, when push come shove,
See the triggers aimed eye high, as another soul searches to sky,
I'm thinking I'm next, in line to die, so why even lie,
To myself, I pictured myself, laying dead in good health,
Feel the tears, even though I'm no longer here,
Fakes fronting, like they want me here,
But them the same folks, that wish you wasn't here, it's crystal clear,
When I dipped out this atmosphere, nothing but a flaming sphere,
Baby zekara, me and you United once again,  I broke the final perdition,
I hope y'all listening, I only got three years left, til I catch my last breath,
Hold on be strong, pressure building high, like pulls from a pong,
Burn my body, let my friends smoke me, to get my higher energy,
Feel me, I'll be, chilling at the throne with the gods and goddess's, of the almighty,
Despite thee, bad and good, overlooked misery and misunderstood,
Life now that I'm gone, no longer have to face the strife,
Cuts like a knife, deeply embedded can't divorce, these rhymes that's wedded,
To your membrane, pinned like a **** stain, crazy pass insane,
I wrote this, for your soul to engrain, took pieces from Lisa's pain,
Let her wailing soul sing, that glistens like sun to diamonds, that bling,
Stuck in the ring, of fire this that live ****, that keeps the people wired,
Face up body back as I'm pinned,to a casket display let the tears take me away,
To a place, where I don't see no disarray,
From humanity, compass heavens destiny, where the burning ones, await for me,
The coals cleansed my skin, lord forgive me for all the pain, and suffering,




Bonus:
What's family to friends, they nothing but lechers, sticking to both ends,
Loving the taste of a new trend, I know I was  never destined to win,
Earth angel, walking the world at my own pace, hard for reality to face,
The real still, Im slaying in the name of the Michaels will still,
Get crooked looks, hung out with spiritual crooks, got the whole world shook,
Many overlooked,
The wrath of God, laying against the odds, when I'm stuck on evens,
I feel the souls grieving, tryna find something to believe in,
Blessing disguised, as evil within, folks stuck on cash making,
I let the leaves, from the fire vape in, to my higher conscious nesting,
So many stressing, ain't counting the blessing, just an everyday life testing,