Relapse around the corner, real laps around the coroner, I'm tired of running, better yet ill just sit and ponder, what is it i desire, yellowish oranges burns to blue, I cannot keep playing with fire, I'm tired of pretending change is on my mindset, rewind......Revisit goals, revisit hopes, maybe wishes do come true if you really try, I want this disease behind me, the rearview had never looked good but it doesnt mean it can't with time, relapse denied.... What do I have to lose, its all gains ahead, regardleds the outcome: IM GONNA TRY