The ones you love the most... will hurt you the most... A stranger holds no power... to even make you rethink... But...now I am tired... tired of waiting...for this winter inside me to end... I don't want to get hurt anymore... I will make it till the end all alone... But...this pain...I want this to leave... Expectations hurt the most... And I know myself... A loser who daydreams... spending days writing useless poems... People like me...have no value in the real world... So...I live in a world of my own... I am tired of putting on playlists... of all those songs... to fill this vacuum... But...I can't understand if it's inside me or this place? Something...in my throat...chokes me I feel like puking...to get rid of it... A pain underneath my heart... A lot of my verses hold it's account... They ask me to write something new... But...this pain never ends... I ask them with tears in my eyes... "What should I do?" I have no answers...to any question... I am a useless being in this world of brilliancy Oh...I just realised... I am lonely again.
It's not always about those happy times but the sad ones to be celebrated to. Sometimes...my poems are not useless...I don't know why I said that. The moments I feel worthless hold equal importance as the one I stand strong.