They spoke to me today about the possibility of discharge I don't want to leave here I feel steady unjudged cared for and loved here, I'm away from the stresses of the outside world I don't want to go back the biggest stresses I have here are what coloring page I'm going to do; what number I can't figure out in my Sudoku, if there's music or animal therapy today outside--- I'm forced to be an adult I've been an adult my entire life I've never gotten to be a child