I think about my next drink because I drink so I don't have to think. I'm so over these hours spent sober, when will this sober be over? I take a nip but the bottle bites back, I bite the bottle and I chew up the glass. I'm never hung over with dread because responsibilities hang over my head. I know what I need to do, do you know that the ***** needs me too? In a bittersweet twist of fate for every drink that I take the drink takes a sip out of me, and although I've plenty ***** left my mind's now mostly empty.