there is an undauntable light in my eyes and a hickey sliced warmly across the middle of my throat, and the half-lingered and utter warmth of your hands in mine. there are murmured "i love you"s and unsuppressed smiles and the promise of soon, soon, seeing each other again. there is rewarded patience and the warming of my long unkissed mouth to yours and there is the reassurance that yes, it was worth it.