Friends come and go like the seasons Formal partners another fall out Moved on never looked back Break up hurt becoming immune Opening up to the wrong people Hoping they'd love you Feel the same way back Betrayal is the worse More painful from family Trying to make things right Not going well feels wrong Not empowering those Who trash your name Ignore your opinions They can't hurt you Its already been done Never letting them do it again Stayed away feels like they want As they taunt and provoke you Took the high road hard to speak The mind ready to speak hard to focus Like defusing a bomb imploding within Trying not to react staying calm collected A war in this head taking its toll While the struggle battles hard