On a desert plain, wind blown, mirages boiling,
Dusted, parched beneath an angry sun,
Silent heat unending, withering, bending...
So many loves behind me now have fallen.
Walking first, I tried to run;
Standing now, my trudging's done,
At battle's end; the desert's won,
On the plain of despair, I am undone.
I wait for the chilling night to fall
I wait for the chill of night to fall
Night to fall....
Far off, the mountains stand,
Slopes of trees lined in black,
Beneath celestial snowy caps.
There's water flowing there, I know,
Beneath those icy tips of snow.
Were I to lie here on this ground
I might not wake,
And though rest's a tempting sound
I will not take my end in lying down.
The ones who left me far behind
Have flown to rest ahead,
And if I linger here to pine,
My heart knows this is not my bed.
These winds, this heat, the churning air,
Are only for this place; solace awaits up there
On the mountains' rising *****,
I inhale the wind and muster my last hope.
2021, a year of loss...