There is too much tension
in the place where I reside,
to the point where I want to leave
the only home I have ever known.
This house is not a home right now,
it's becoming unhealthy
and I can feel it.
The drugs she used caused it,
and I am no longer comfortable around her.
She made our parents sick with worry and anger,
and I no longer know who she is anymore.
This house is not a home,
it's a place I never wanted to be at,
and when you want to leave home,
you don't know where you would go.
All you know,
is that you don't want to be
at the place you once called home.